DaRkNeSs FaLLz..

2008-12-10T23:21:00.000-08:00

It feels great to b loved n taken care of. Nevertheless, there's still lots of ups & downs. But I believe we can work things out together so long as we both try. I noe e route ahead will not b easy, but wif u walkin e path ahead wif me, we'll make it.

Reali cant tahan e big mouth, 2 headed snake, hypocritial, selfish, old gay. I cursed u!! U'll definately haf yr retibution u pitiful thing.

2008-07-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

finally i pluck up e courage to tell him wat i wanted to sae for so long.. finally i harden my heart.. finally i made him cry.. finally i'm free.. finally i'm happy..

i'm so selfish.... bleh.. but all i wanted was jus to b happy...................

2008-05-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

y do ppl dun treasure e things tt are before them. instead they often think tt e grass is owaes greener on e other side. but sometimes, when they find out they're wrong it's too late. not everything and everytime can start all over again

omens are showin, so y ignore them n continue to fall deeper? haf alr tried but din work out so y waste time n effort to repeat e process all over?

treat u good one dun cherish, treat u bad one, e more u wanna persuit. something is very wrong.. or m i tired of everything alr?

2008-04-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

Why try to hold on to what is already gone?

Because, it is beautiful and life wont be the same without it.

But different doesnt mean it have to be worse.

Dragging today into tomorrow never works. Uprooted it withers with each step until we end up living in a shrivelled yesterday. We won't see the todays that come to us one at a time, every one waiting to cram gifts into our hands.

To take what we are offered, we must first put down what we were given yesterday because we only have 2 hands.

To keep saying thank you for the gifts offered is to live with gratitude. But we also must remember to then release them in the same spirit.

2008-03-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes e truth can reali hurts...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOYO~~

2008-02-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

do u noe dere's so much tt i wanna sae but i cant find e courage to?

do u noe i've bought u smth which i nvr dare to gif u?

do u noe how i wish i could turn back time?

do u noe how i wish i've nvr met u at all?

do u noe how much i'm hurtin inside?

u'll nvr noe...

2008-02-14T11:13:00.000-08:00

hart broken.. it's reali tirin to act as if i'm ok.. thx for e memories.. i'm sorry tt i've hurt u again. i din mean to. i swear.. i miss ridin so much..

2008-01-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

yeah!!! finally FRIDAY IS COMING!!!!!

goin to BKK wif Raf & mummy... den next mth goin to BKK again wif Tony, Anthony, Vincent & Seng. Shoppin here i come!!!

My 21st Bdae there's so many ppl on my list lo.. plus CNY comin needa prepare ang bao for mummy.. jialat sure broke..

LET ME STRUCK LOTTERY

2007-12-11T18:35:00.000-08:00

so so tired... old liao sia.. everytime off day rain.. sadded.... got my rectifier n battery fixed ytd.. broke again sia.. later still needa do insurance.. *faints*

I HATE 5 STARS!!!

2007-11-14T01:34:00.000-08:00

finally sorted out my thoughts n feelings..

nobody treats me better den he does.. i know he really loves me alot to tolerate all my nonsense, scoldings and also, my unpredictable mood swings at times. whatever he does, he had my interest at heart.

even if i'm e one at fault, he'll give in to me by admittin is his. so sweet right..

so i rewarded him with a SHOEI helmet.. one for him n one for myself.. his is Z-5 DIABLOIC ZERO & my Z-5 MATRICK total 900 bucks sia.. last year his bday i also give him helmet.. haha.. we aiming for jackets for touring now... whee~

DIABOLIC ZERO SIDE

DIABOLIC ZERO BACK

MATRICK SIDE

MATRICK BACK

2007-10-28T12:20:00.000-07:00

damn lo.. i'm so confused bout wat i'm feelin..

when u r wif someone, y will u still feel for somebody else..

2007-09-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

woohoo.. managed to escape death the 2nd time.. but pay a high price though..

accident again on 10 sep, last day of 7th month.. haiz.. duno y go straight also can hit kerb.. somemore aim the lamp post zun zun..

broke my collar bone, 2 ribs & punctured my lung which caused internal bleedin.

58 days of hospitalization leave.. shiok!!

2007-08-23T19:43:00.000-07:00

finally i understand le.. began to c the story.. what dad said is all a lie to make him feel better being wif someone else. it's jus an excuse for him to betray mum. it hurts so much to c mum cry.. she muz b takin it damn hard. she has been waitin all these years for his return to the family. but that day wun ever come le.. so y cry over a man that hurt u?

took urgent leave tt day when she found out everything. already expected she would react this way.. thus i have lost the courage to tell her the truth. but the truth hurts. brought her out on my bike.. first time i pillion her. was so afraid that she fall off the bike man.. we went out to walk walk cos i noe she will keep tinkin bout it if she stays at home. tink she's much better now..

so glad that raf got a job le.. pay is not bad.. hope he can guai guai work.

ytd was damn sick.. vomitted for 5 times n my world is like spinnin lo.. doc sae is cos of my irregular eatin timing. but no choice de ma.. work work work = no time to eat.

happy birthday in advance..

2007-07-31T23:17:00.000-07:00

so long nvr blog le.. i wonder still got ppl readin my blog anot.. haha..

promoted to product-in-charge for Thailand, Bali, Cambodia & Vietnam. such a huge jump man.. cant reali handle so much work load.. got so many things to do man.. farelist, promotion fare, ads, in house fare, road show n natas fair.. omg.....

plus the family shit i'm facing.. sld i listen to dad or trust mum? so confuse.. so scare.. i hope wat dad sae is shit, all lies.. but y lie? y?? cos of that ***** ?? who m i? y like tt sia.. both so old le den play all these stunts.. got think bout us ma.. wat bout all those past? where we whole family go supermarket at Centerpoint, go Orchard Road during Christmas & the way we nvr fail to celebrate everyone's birthdae in the family.. DUN MESS UP MY LIFE!

thanks raf for fufilling yr promise. i love the hotair balloon ride. but without u wun b nice le. so thx so much! thx for bein there to comfort me thru all this..

tt's all for now.. i will post pics soon.. now super lazy.. haha..

2007-07-06T02:09:00.000-07:00

attachment finally ended le.. yeah~

the portfolio that i did ah.. haha.. reali power.. do till like 5+am den still ride in the rain jus to send it to TP. finali get it over and done wif.

now continuing at Five Stars.. damn boring lo the job. very desk bound. 1.4 k den 3 more mths increment 200 more. den slowly climb to product den blah blah blah.. very stable and i noe how i will progress.. but my interest was nvr in the travel line..

therefore..........
when tony call me up to tell me bout his plan, i was shaken.. to partner him in this pet hub thingy.. it will be at kallang, a big open space. we'll b leasing the place out too.. operations like pet supermart, vet, pet cafe, studio for pets and humans, dog training and sale of puppies will be conducted. OMG... like such a huge project.. 2 million plus of money will b thrown in.. n i will be given shares too.. the location quite eye catchy.. but i still haf my concerns.. will it succeed? so confuse.. but i tink i will take the risk, if i dun now den when sia... when i old ah.. haha.. pay wise tink will the same ba.. but got commission per dog groomed. thing is.. resignation letter to five stars.. damn i hate doing all this.. but haf to if i wan my last month pay. wahhaha..

1 yr wif raf le.. damn.. kena cheated by him for 1 yr le.. haha... no la.. to say the truth he's nice, always giving in to me n bearing my nonsense. but..... WHERE'S MY FLOWERS & HOT AIR BALLOON!!!! K LA LOVE U LA.. transformer nice hor bi..

jus came back from tioman.. was a so-so trip. went wif raf, ru n ter. tink is my 3rd trip wif ru le.. keke.. super tan now la.. jus eat play sleep for the 3 full daes.. OH DEAR.. but holidae is like tt de hor.. haha.. bought tis damn cool glasses.. love it man.. next trip sld b either taiwan or barcelona. wee~ will post the pic soon..

hmmm... actuali i saw tis person at planet. actuali heard bout him also la.. someone said he mature le, den aft tt heard he was jailed. hai..
he lost weight.. shave his hair.. all tis dun matter anymore actuali.. i jus hope tt he's fine now & in the future. hope he dun walk wrong path again. hope he find happiness. hope his family is ok. hope we'll b able to say 'hi' one dae....

2007-06-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. long time no update blog le.. cos reali kinda busy n lazy to blog nowadaes.

so fast my attachment goin to end le.. i guess though it's more busier here as compared to the zoo, but i reali reali learnt alot of things and made alot of fren.

now jane offered me a full time post at the operations department. reali in a dilema whether to take up the damn post. cos i noe it's gonna b very stressful. yet, wanna try something new leh.. cos i reali tired of serving customers, arguing with them, kena scold for unreasonably. the more i serve todae, the more i feel like takin up the job. furthermore, the ppl here mostly r 2 headed snakes, duno who can trust n who cant b. so tired of keepin puttin on a front. omg.. someone save me pls.. but i noe that tis happens everywhere la.. jus gonna deal wif it de. but at least if i at operations i no need to c customer face n definately can learn more. but i confirm will miss some peeps over here.. ppl like xiao b, hao ge, da mian, etc........

2007-04-15T00:45:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG... todae is a bad day.. full of crop up.. gary moh call me while i still sleepin ask me come earlier cos low manpower.. but actually is enuff de leh.. was almost late cos e stupid barrier dun open again.. wth... den i buy season parkin for fuck.. jus reach den ivy bong called sae i got crop up bookin.. but is not i book de.. but i dun blame ivan la.. cos i noe is he tryin to help me get more sales.. lucki can settle.. but still spoil my mood la.. it's like hell now.. so many thai ard.. cos they songkran.. everywhere is water....................

2007-04-14T05:46:00.000-07:00

so sian... another dae of salesless.. haha.. lucki did a charter if not die liao... suay got crop up.. book wrong timing.. so sian... daddy company might bankrupt.. den i still book wrong.. haiyo.. sld b more carefully next time.. now even smoke also got b thrifty liao..

2007-04-12T04:04:00.000-07:00

yesterdae finally off le.. can off without havin ppl to pao dou me.. went to renew season parkin, book class 3 test date, took my insurance n log card, change chain.. went to a jap restaurant at pasir ris cc to celebrate ah boy's birthday.. it was not a happy meal.. cos smth real bad happened.. duno how to help at all.. reali helpless.. cant imagine tt happenin.. life wld b bad.. kinda sad n duno wat to do.. hai.. best i can do is to take care of myself n dun let myself become a burden.. jus hope attachment to finish faster n help out for e crisis.

2007-03-24T18:44:00.000-07:00

so tired.... almost a month of attachment at 5 stars.. hai.... hmmm... kinda new experience n all.. lotsa new info, new things to learn n last but not least, lotsa of politics, gossips n of course frens..
would sae tt it's kinda like a black market.. family business, bosses and supervisors all kinda...... er.......... jus wish everything will be over soon..

5th apr will b tp test le... got injured again durin my lesson 8.. hopefully by then can recover.

2007-02-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

todae went for my first try for prac 8.. damn i screw it up. but hey.. i'm at prac 8 le. so close to gettin my 2B le. JIAYOU!!

came across a fren's blog.. aft readin.. felt so sad.. wish i could do smth to help, smth to show i care..

gotta redo my attachment for 14 weeks on 1st mar n i've yet to send any resume. damn e com!! owaes break down on me..

so fast tgh for 7mths+ le.. bullyin him more n more each dae.. countless time i scold him, beat him, walk out on him, shoutin at him, showin him face, orderin him this n that, ask him dun do tis dun do tt, feel tt i'm takin him alittle for granted.. just A LITTLE wor.. i still got abit of liang xin de.. but i noe.. if one dae he's not gonna b ard, i'll b so sad and lost.. coz.. i reali reali love u baby.. who tell u sae tt i'm yr mei nu princess, you'll hafta serve me for e rest of yr life i dun care!! MUHAHA..

Hong Kong Trip 2007 Jan

2007-02-05T00:23:00.001-08:00

2007-01-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

As promised..

will b postin some photos..

but some contents are abit gruesome..

so make sure u had yr meals already..

RaF

Wo MeN

MoToR BuAnG

Din cry when i was injured.. But when i haf to tell my mum bout it n when i saw my leg aft e op.. tears jus roll down la..

2007-01-15T22:32:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. todae i finally off le.. but school's gonna start soon.. so sian..

actually meetin candy to compensate her for her bdae de.. in e end.. she cant make it again.. so me, ru n jj met up instead.. took raf wif me.. they were like luffin at us lo... we r not tgh at tt time lo.. was somewhere near his bdae de lo... wahaha.. went to a cafe at bugis to chill.. poor jj is sick.. weak sia... haha...

celebrated raf bdae by first givin him a surprise.. he was frecked out lo.. haha.. went to makan mache.. but they change name le.. call wat village now.. i forgot if we watched movie but we took neoprints.. :]

celebrated christmas at e shop again.. bbq, curry, blah blah.. was sick tt dae.. kinda stress out at work.. louis went mia again.. hoipefully he's fine now..

celebrated jayce bdae at zouk.. tt day damn packed lo.. but bo bian.. she biggest tt dae.. not too bad la.. met her new bf.. smashed cake on his face den i ran off for home.. poor raf sick still accompany me go.. thx lots..

celebrated tony's bdae at tony roma's.. aft which we went to catch deathnote 2.. but some idiot din turn up.. make me watch a 16 bucks movie.. details..... dun wanna tok bout it le.. blah...

countdown to e new yr wif aaron, alvan, tony n raf.. sang our money away at kbox.. wooo...

2006-12-06T20:15:00.000-08:00

todae is e dae!!!
todae is my baby n son Ace's birthday...
will put e pics soon..